ANOTHER ER EXPERIENCE

I had one of those dizzy spells and nausea attacks last night that my parents had to bring me to Bolingbrook Med Center at 10pm. At that instant, everything in my world was spinning around. But I'm all good; it was just another case of motion sickness that LITERALLY makes my world  go round and that keeps coming back once in awhile. And thank God that this happened when I wasn't at UIC.

I've always been the sickly child in our family...the one who used to be admitted in the hospital at least once a month when we were younger...the one who used to keep my mom awake till the wee hours of the morning whenever I was having my asthma attacks...the one who has to be rushed to the ER whenever I feel REALLY sick and in one instance, when I popped my knee. I'm so weak, fragile, and sensitive that sometimes, I can't blame my parents for being so...ummm...PROTECTIVE.

"Fate is such a tease that it makes me laugh sometimes."

GOOD-NIGHT, WORLD

"So ill say once again this world's wonderful and
Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful,  so beautiful"

I guess it's not YET late to make a

resolution...

so for the DAYS to come...

i want to be HAPPY-er....

and LIGHTHEARTED...

after all, JOY is not just a blessing, but a

CONQUEST one must venture...

so i must say GOOD-BYE to the good old

pessimism, skepticism, cynicism, and some

insecurities here and there that kept me company

through most of 2005...

as the latin phrase "carpe diem" goes, so I

must seize every passing day with no regrets

about the past and no fear about the future.

to the people who came into my life last year, it was

a pleasure getting to know all of you...

to those who had to leave as they continue on their

own journey, thanks for the moments shared and

lessons learned, and TILL WE MEET AGAIN!!!

it's sad that some people are coming back to the city and i barely got to see them.

one more week till school starts.

my thoughts are so incoherent right now.

i've been watching PBB (the filipino version of Big Brother) for the past few days. i thought it would be "jologs" but the show is actually pretty hilarious. so now "magmahal muli" by sam milby is stucked in my head (now that's jologs!!!). idk, i just  the lyrics...maybe because i can relate with the song (tagos!!!)

arggh...i'm not in my best mood right now. the song is depressing me...i need a good laugh *sigh*

HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE!!!!